I’ve been in a whirlwind of emotions this last month.
From WHY are you staring at my mom, haven’t you ever seen a person with cancer before?? to watching all of her hair fall out, slowly and painfully, and wondering what on earth could mend this.
I’ve been back and forth and everywhere in between.
But to try and help someone who must walk this journey alone is extremely difficult. No matter how bad I need to help, need to fix…this isn’t about me. This is about her. And I can do that. I can be that. I am a mirror to show her what she can’t see, a voice that whispers maybe not today, but we will try again.
There is no bright side to this post, no silver lining. And that’s okay. Sometimes you gotta let yourself hit the ground and